these stairs lead to nowhere but they were still cool
chanru
Jan 1, 2019
I’m not very consistent with writing my way down a journal, but I’m constantly using technology… so, here we go. It’s 11:57 PM, I had done laps around the living room at my grandmas house because I have seriously not exercised once since I got here the weekend before last. I barely make 4k steps if I’m lucky. I feel myself getting bigger by the minute because I’ve not been taking care of myself very well since I’ve been here either. Literally ate In N Out yesterday, I woke up feeling literally AWFUL. It’s seriously not worth it most times. I have literally been eating terribly lately, which I should only blame myself because there are healthy things to eat, I just don’t know how my relationship with food has gone so wrong. It’s definitely an obstacle I will tackle in 2019 and for the rest of my life. I’m so excited to be back home but not to start school. My major absolutely drains me and I haven’t studied for the MCAT in a while as well… Why am I doing this to myself? To be continued.
